Continuing post #51

[blackshadow]

[ Continued from here. ]

[ It is. ;_; And with rabbit ears! ]

[ Nope, that's too embarrassing. ] Come on, you're not much of a cat if you don't eat fish or meow...

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[negativegate]

[Sob, yep.

Stunned doesn't really begin to describe Rita's reaction. She stares at him dumbly for a few seconds, and then--as the words she's been going in circles around sink in--her face flushes almost as red as his.]

I--You- [Not making any sense. Her heart and her mind are both racing, but Tyr deserves a proper response. And she wants to give him one.]

....I-it sounds really sappy when you put it like that. [And her face reddens more.] But...Yeah, I guess I am.

[blackshadow]

[ Tyr doesn't even know the proper reaction to her just confirming it like that, and his body just freezes.

He wonders how else she would have worded it, and—really, he can't imagine she misunderstood him. There aren't a lot of ways to spin "Are you in love?"...

But she definitely deserves a response, too. A careful one rather than one he'd could just spit out at her like a command. ] So...how would you put it?

[negativegate]

[Maybe she was blunt, but now it's out there, and she keeps her eyes fixed intently on him to see his response. Because it's true and now she wants to know what he thinks.

She gives it only a moment of consideration, emboldened by her confession.] More than a best friend. Someone who matters more than anyone else. [She doesn't really know how to describe it beyond that. Love is something she's long been used to feeling towards blastia, not people--and even then, it was a very different kind of love.]

[blackshadow]

[ When she explains, he can only feel more flustered, but putting it like that does sound better. His chest doesn't ache as much when she says that. Even if he's been in love before and knows his feelings well enough, he's still getting used to acknowledging them again.

After a beat, he nods slowly, a small smile on his face. ] ...That's how I'd describe it, too... I care about you more than anyone else...

[ He lets his voice drop lower for the last part like he doesn't want it to be heard. ]

[negativegate]

[Maybe it's because of the way she worded it, but Rita's not surprised at all. She has a soft smile on her face as she looks at him, though her eyes are still very focused.

She wants to make sure they're on equal terms, so now she asks Tyr's question.] So, are you in love with me?

[blackshadow]

[ ...That does sound really sappy when it's turned back on him. Even though he's flustered just by her asking it, there's something comforting about knowing she feels the same way and didn't deny it.

He nods slowly. ] Yeah, I'm in love with you...

[negativegate]

[So sappy. But all the same, Rita lets out a little breath she didn't know she'd been holding, as they finally, finally admit everything. It feels...really good.]

I'm glad...[Her cheeks are still flushed, but not as much as before, and she impulsively reaches out to take his hand.]

[blackshadow]

[ He almost instinctually returns the hold. It's so familiar now that it feels natural and comforting. And he doesn't feel like that has to change. There's something nice about airing that secret after holding it back for - if Tyr was really honest with himself - several months. ]

I'm glad, too... [ His thumb caresses over her hand once, and...it's not a secret anymore so it can't hurt to just give her a quick kiss on the cheek, right? To make up for all the time they were cursed. ]

[negativegate]

[Rita wouldn't want that to change, either--their closeness and their friendship is most important to her, and now she just feels even more at ease without awkwardly dodging the issue anymore.

It could've been a curse, but Rita dismisses that idea even before it finishes forming, because she's had these feelings for several months, too.

--That still doesn't keep her from being surprise by the little kiss, and she holds his hand tightly, abruptly a bit flustered again.] Huh? That was...

[Not bad. Not bad at all, and-] That wasn't a curse.

[blackshadow]

[ Tyr, at least, doesn't even think it could be a curse. He's known Rita's loved him since that time they met after kissing the last time.

And she can't be cursed now, either. He holds her hand just as tightly in returns and responds matter-of-factly- ] Of course it wasn't. I wanted to do it right for once...

[negativegate]

[Even if she only admitted anything by accident back then. It would almost seem silly to her if she looked back on it.

To do it right...Rita flushes more, feeling too uncertain for a second to do anything. But she hates uncertainty, and they've already done this much--Rita's response will be to lean up and kiss him right on the lips. A bit messily, but there's no curse guiding things this time.]

[blackshadow]

[ Probably with good reason. Tyr mostly feels guilty.

Somehow, Tyr wasn't entirely surprised by that - maybe because he really wanted her to - and he returns the kiss more eagerly and roughly than he should. In the back of his mind, he thinks of how it's different from how it usually went - neatly and perfectly - and he...likes this more. It suits her. ]

[negativegate]

[Aw, Tyr. But now they can just look forward...!

It was hard for her to resist after he made the first move; it would've been like backing down. Not to mention that little curse kiss before they went to bed was on her mind all night, though she wouldn't indulge in any fantasies that weren't real...

Or so she thought. This is real, and Rita's thrilled that he's kissing her back, even if she has only a vague idea of what she's doing. She reaches her free hand up to his head, to curl in his hair.]

[blackshadow]

[ The future is bright-!

He hadn't intended to continue missing her or for the kiss to be much deeper than a peck...but this is partially his fault and he knows it. And he doesn't exactly mind the results. They can kiss each other messily all Rita wants...

Especially if she holds his hair like that. A warm feeling wells in his chest making him hum just a bit. He doesn't feel any guilt now for the first time in a long time. His hand moves around her waist, holding her closer as he shifts onto the couch to make the kiss a bit less awkward. ]

[negativegate]

[It's whatever they make it-!

She can feel her cheeks burning again as they continue--and not just that; she feels pretty warm all over--though it's the need to breathe that makes her pause. She keeps her face close to Tyr, still a bit embarrassed but also more confident. Confident enough to be a little smug-]

That's doing it right.

[blackshadow]

[ That's right-! Curses not withstanding. Also now I'm thinking of doing morality reversal. Opposite is coming out a little more awkwardly than I like.

Oh, that is so smug. His face is red, and he's pretty sure if she didn't break the kiss, he'd be the same way she is. ]

Yeah... I guess that's a bit closer to the way it should be...

[negativegate]

[Ooh, yeah, that might be easier. I was wondering how it was going with trying to keep doing the opposite.

She feels good, though. Maybe a part of her was worried that something would change, but it hasn't--except for the better.

And of course Rita will act as though she has more experience than a curse or two.]

You think you can do better?

[blackshadow]

[ IT'S HARDER THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE. Let's just switch to morality reversal and...we can replay the beginning later. Or now. Whichever. /)_(\

This is definitely better to him, too. It feels more like they've become more open with each other than have actually changed.

Now he can tease her and kiss her at the same time. Always a bonus. ]

Have you caught your breath yet?

Now with an actual kiss icon. |D

[negativegate]

[It's okay, I figured it'd be tricky! Shall we just continue as-is for now? we can always make a note that the curse was changed.]

That's just how it is, and it's...pretty liberating.

Well if Tyr's going to tease-!] You better have.

[Because in response, she'll move in again.]

Most appropriate kiss icon. X3

[blackshadow]

[ Yeah, that works! It might not be all that different anyway. :') ]

[ And being free to be express how they really feel wirh each other is the best.

...Tyr really likes this side of Rita. Grinning, he meets her lips and presses a firm kiss against them as he pulls her closer against him. ]

Hee, all it needs to be more appropriate is to have Tyr in there.

[negativegate]

[Yeah! Since it's still kind of the opposite. :>

[Definitely, definitely the best. Even Rita didn't realize how much she must have wanted this until now, and she'll happily curl her fingers in his hair--while not the most gentle about it, she tries to be careful not to pull.]

If only we had one!

[blackshadow]

[ Yeah. :3 I was kinda making it an AU in my head last night, too. ]

[ As long as she doesn't yank on his hair, he likes when she holds it. He doesn't want to admit how much he's wanted to do this with her - just hold her close and kiss her - but he's not holding back now. Even if that really just means holding her hand more and missing her sloppily. ]

Maybe one day-! If either of us draws it~

[negativegate]

[Oooh, AU Tyr...]

[She'll do her best not to pull it! So far, so good. When Tyr kissed her first--and then kissed her back--a lot of her insecurity was put to rest, so she doesn't worry too much about what she's doing right or wrong. It all feels very right, sloppy and all.

She pulls away again when she needs to breathe. Wow, breathing's kind of annoying at times like this--but she smiles softly at him.] Better?

It's veeeery tempting...

[blackshadow]

[ Yeah, since I'd have to change something pretty fundamental about him to switch his morality! ]

[ The one time it'd be better to be City-dead. Tyr is definitely not picky about the way Rita kisses him; he just wants to kiss her. When they pull away again, Tyr rests his forehead against hers, noticing how warm their skin is just then. Being happy like this, with her smiling with him, feels sort of unreal. Or maybe he needs to breathe more. ]

That's my question. I thought I was the one who was supposed to do better for you.

Aaah, it is~

[negativegate]

[Yeah, if you wanted to make it caused by an event. :|a]

[Only for the breathing. It's nice being this close, with no misgivings or awkwardness. Maybe it's sappy, but Rita feels ridiculously happy right now.]

You've done way beyond good already.