That was to say, "Even if you don't want anyone to die, you'll still kill them for her sake."
It was a hard truth Genis didn't want to accept or acknowledge, and no matter how soft Mithos's voice was or how gently he held his shoulder, it felt like a knife driving into him. It was all wrong.
Did he really want Raine back at the cost of killing innocent people? More than ever, he had to question that. He tried to think of what Raine would think of all this, and...she'd be disappointed in him, wouldn't she?
Raine meant everything to him, but killing people for her wouldn't make her happy. It just made his heartless.
He tucked his chin against his chest as tears began to roll off his face.
"I," his voice broke, "Th-that's not true, Mithos. I want Raine back, but I can't do this. Raine wouldn't want this, either."
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Date: 2016-01-25 11:04 pm (UTC)It was a hard truth Genis didn't want to accept or acknowledge, and no matter how soft Mithos's voice was or how gently he held his shoulder, it felt like a knife driving into him. It was all wrong.
Did he really want Raine back at the cost of killing innocent people? More than ever, he had to question that. He tried to think of what Raine would think of all this, and...she'd be disappointed in him, wouldn't she?
Raine meant everything to him, but killing people for her wouldn't make her happy. It just made his heartless.
He tucked his chin against his chest as tears began to roll off his face.
"I," his voice broke, "Th-that's not true, Mithos. I want Raine back, but I can't do this. Raine wouldn't want this, either."