Genis bit the inside of his lip to try to keep his own emotions reined in. Mithos's anger and doubt and mistrust - he seemed so sure of all of it. He hated humans and so Genis did, but he really liked all of them. They were his friends.
Including Lloyd. Even if he did abandon Raine. Even if he actually did just see him as a little kid who couldn't defend himself. Lloyd wouldn't have left her if he didn't think he needed to protect him.
His fingers tightened around Mithos's hand. Tthis was partially his fault, too. It's because of him that Lloyd left. If he hadn't left, maybe Raine would still be alive. He didn't do anything to save Raine, either.
He couldn't look Mithos in the eye anymore. "N-no. He did that for me."
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Date: 2015-12-14 07:26 pm (UTC)Including Lloyd. Even if he did abandon Raine. Even if he actually did just see him as a little kid who couldn't defend himself. Lloyd wouldn't have left her if he didn't think he needed to protect him.
His fingers tightened around Mithos's hand. Tthis was partially his fault, too. It's because of him that Lloyd left. If he hadn't left, maybe Raine would still be alive. He didn't do anything to save Raine, either.
He couldn't look Mithos in the eye anymore. "N-no. He did that for me."